All good things...

[Suture-Chan]

... Must come to an end.

And it has come to an end for me and Joe. After 2 and a half years, we've broken up. Not my idea however. The whole sordid story started last Friday. He was walking home when a girl that was walking the same way commented on his shoes, he said he was going to say the same thing(they were both wearing converse) and they struck up this convorsation and end up at her wotk in the middle of the Junction(shopping area in West Seattle)

Well, I happened to be with my mom there and we saw them. I thought he was with a guy at first. But he saw me, ran out and told me that he just met her, they have some things in common, and it was just a weird occurance, and that he'd tell me all about it later.

Ok, I thought, he needs a friend, and I was happy. Later, he told me she was flirting hard, and I said, well, she knows YOU'RE taken right? And he said she asked, he said kinda, "is it serious" she asked. "Kinda." he said... KINDA!?!!?

It's hard to get into the details... But he basicly told me over the course of this last week, that he wants to experience something new, not that he doesn't love me. This girl is a lot like me, and at the time, she didn't know about me. She does now.

I don't know what this means. I haven't cried
this much since my grandma died... I feel a lot better now, not to say that I'm not tearing up as I write this.

I mean, yesterday, I wanted to tear my heart out, but now well, I'm sad, but happy. I know I still want to be his friend, he means a lot to me, and I just can't imagine not talking to him. He told me the same thing. When that happens, is another thing.

Things that I know for sure, he wasn't seeing her behind my back. And I know he's not going to sleep with her. I don't even know if SHE wants to throw herself into a possible rebound thing anyways.

I'm going to live. I'm going to continue with school. I'm going to greive.

I'm posting this bacause all of you know about me and Joe, and so just so I don't have to recount this to a ton of people just when I'm feeling better...

[Day-Z]

Aaaaaaaw! *cries with you* Come on, put on your peejees and hop on the couch! I've got loads of movies, tissues, chocolate and icecream to get us through the night!

If you wanna email you know where to find me okay

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Princess, Having Had Sufficient
Experience With Princes, Seeks Frog.

I'm the queen of pantsless posters!!

~SpawnyGirl~ ~Angel of Fire~

[LORD HIGH BEAR]

*husz sutch*
Sorry babe. 2 and a half years, and that happens? That's a fuckin drag.
Hope you feel better.

Listen to day-z, chocolate will make everything all better.

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From the foggy mists of the Medicine Bow Forest.

First member of:
Gangstas of Luv

"We grew up in the 60s. We grew up with war on the T.V. every night. The war that our friends were in. I want dedicate this song to all the young people out there tonight. Cause you're in your teens. I remember me and my friends, when we were 17 or 18, we didn't have a lot of time to think about how we felt about a lot of things. And the next time they'll be lookin at you. And you're gonna need a lot of information to know what you're going to do. Because in 1985, blind faith in your leaders or in anything will get you killed."
-Bruce Springsteen

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[*Leo the Lioness*]

awwwww! BEAR! a man after my own heart....*G

must really be a woman with a sex-change *LOL*

kidding.............hey smoochie-chan, you already heard from me kiddo *extra hard tweak*.......and look! i'm still here!

call me soon if you want the full sssssssscoop......i love ya bebbe!

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RIP those who died senselessly 9-11-01

[Miral]

*GASP!* NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *huggles and kissles* Girl, I've got a waterbed and straight pins Wanna let it all out the fun way?

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~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you.~ by:dwim

[Whyatt Thrash]

For a second there I read "I'm gonna continue with Alcohol"... Whow mate!

Well Suture, you know there's plenty other fish in the sea, if it was meant to be it will blaha bla bla,cliches, cliches. =)

Glad to hear you're doing better (as I read in another thread), cause I want my little strawberry pie to have a good life. Like you said before, you'll live. And you have plenty more opportunities to get your heart broken... =)

To shock you away from the subject, I got arrested by the po-lice yesterday night! Over a total stupidity, but nevertheless. Some securtity guards roughen me up a bit and I?get taken by the cops. What clowns the Keepers of Law & Order are...

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"Everyone's looking for something, and the absent somebody else who knows what it is."

[LORD HIGH BEAR]

Whyatt, what the hell did you do to make some security guards beat the shit out of you anyway?

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From the foggy mists of the Medicine Bow Forest.

First member of:
Gangstas of Luv

"We grew up in the 60s. We grew up with war on the T.V. every night. The war that our friends were in. I want dedicate this song to all the young people out there tonight. Cause you're in your teens. I remember me and my friends, when we were 17 or 18, we didn't have a lot of time to think about how we felt about a lot of things. And the next time they'll be lookin at you. And you're gonna need a lot of information to know what you're going to do. Because in 1985, blind faith in your leaders or in anything will get you killed."
-Bruce Springsteen

Herbalicious